Wondering

I wonder what will I do if there was no technology existed in this whole world.

I wonder if i'm adopted..

I wonder what will I be when I become an old old old lady..

Who will actually take care of me?

I wonder if someone secretly have a crush on me..

I wonder if i have a 'secret' talent..

I wonder if i have a stalker..

I wonder could I be someone's inspiration/idol?

I wonder if people look at me and think 'I wish I was that pretty'..

Because that's what I think when I look at everyone else.

I wonder is there anyone in this world that do the same thing like me..

I wonder is there anyone that would marry me when i get older..

I wonder who is the guy that Allah already takdirkan me to marry..

No one barely even knows.

I wonder who really cares about me..

I wonder who will come to my funeral?

I wonder who will actually miss me when I'm gone..

I wonder who will literally cry?

I wonder what people assume about my personality from the way I look..

I wonder if i have a backstabber friend..

I wonder who's the one that really2 hates me..

I wonder if I'm annoying..

Cause I talk about the lamest stuff sometimes.

I wonder what will I be when I get older.. 

A doctor perhaps?

I wonder when and how I die..

I wonder about my bright side of future..

Not to mention the opposite side as well.

I wonder what my baby will looks like? (Inshallah, If I have one)

I wonder how big my house in the future..

I wonder will I be able to take a really good care about my kids when I have one?

I wonder if my house have a swimming pool?

There's heaps and heaps more stuff that are always running through my mind..

The quantity of my wonders is probably infinity.

But apparently I have to sleep for school tomorrow.

Sooo.. Chaw!