Back where I belong

Heyy there!
Wow. Guess what ppl! I'm leaving school on friday O.o
It's, of course.. Pretty hard to leave this freaking epic, awesomest, craziest school.. It's one of the most best school i've ever been to. NO, Seriously. Everyone is just so kind. Yes, I do have problems when I first came here last year. But it keeps on getting fun every day. And now, It's like the best school ever!

Almost everyone asked me why do I have to go to Malaysia and never come back again? They say, why don't you stay here forever? I honestly don't know what to answer them. Like, I MUST go back to my country. I can't just stay here forever. It's where I belong. It's where I came from. Andd.. I came here for just like for fun FYI.. We're just seeking for adventures and exploring a new world.. And we're just like wanna learn a proper english since all those schools in Malaysia doesn't really teach the proper one..

To be honest, I am very excited to go back to Malaysia. I can't wait to jump in the swimming pool, eat everything you want, go to any freaking restaurant(cause it's halal), see my mom every morning, be with my whole family, meet my cousins, sleepover at my friends house, shopping with my sister, talk the whole night with my cousins, play the piano.. Yeah, pretty much everything.

And the most things that I am most happy about is.. I'm never gonna do this stuffs anymore in Malaysia, to wash dishes, change pillow sheets, bed sheets, wash clothes, iron uniforms, cook, wash the toilets, doing the garbage, fold my clothes, vacuum the carpets, broom the tiles, clean the kitchen and many many more. Unless I get married.

To all the teachers, Thank you for everything that you taught me, And I'm really really sorry if I made you mad, or talk at the same time when u're talking or being rude to you. PLEASE Forgive me..

Most of all, thank you so much Mrs Fatima, you taught me many many things in life, i just want you to know you are a very good teacher, and I love you Miss :) May Allah bless you..

And also to Mrs Chandrika, Im so sorry for talking so much in the class.. Now, you're gonna be in peace since I'm not gonna be in the class anymore eh? Lol, btw thank you miss for teaching me cool stuff about science!

And of course, Mrs Aida.. I want you to know that you're the coolest teacher ever. Even though it hurts when you shout, Your voice is the loudest voice i've ever listened to. lol.. I love you miss ;) Thank you for reminding us about it's okay to have a crush.. lol.. and also thank u for always tell us our mistakes on tajwid when reading quran.. Thank u miss :)

The last but not least, Ms Renee! YOU ARE THE BEST MISS! You are sooooo awesome and sweet and kind and cool and yeah. You're just freaking awesome! Thank u for teaching me all the techniques for volleyball and showing me how to play footy and giving tips for basketball.. Thank u for introducing me to cricket since I never played it before.. Andd.. WE had the best partyy everrr...!!

Lulieta AKA Lollie or Luli or LOLIPOP!

Classmates ;)

The coolest sports teacher, Ms Renee AKA Surf Chick! =D

Me & Hanaa AKA the dirtiest minded girl! Dx

Again... 7A Classmates with Mrs Fatimaaaa! <3

And to all my friends, Thank u for making my life great and being my friends ;))

I luv all of yous so muchh & will never forget yous!

Hope we'll meet somewhere in the future xDD

And sorry if I accidentally slapped you, kicked you, pinched you, swear-ed at you, annoyed you, hated you, talked about bad things about u, ignored you or yeah anything else that hurt you..

Sorry and thank u againn ;))

Till we meet again!

Wondering

I wonder what will I do if there was no technology existed in this whole world.

I wonder if i'm adopted..

I wonder what will I be when I become an old old old lady..

Who will actually take care of me?

I wonder if someone secretly have a crush on me..

I wonder if i have a 'secret' talent..

I wonder if i have a stalker..

I wonder could I be someone's inspiration/idol?

I wonder if people look at me and think 'I wish I was that pretty'..

Because that's what I think when I look at everyone else.

I wonder is there anyone in this world that do the same thing like me..

I wonder is there anyone that would marry me when i get older..

I wonder who is the guy that Allah already takdirkan me to marry..

No one barely even knows.

I wonder who really cares about me..

I wonder who will come to my funeral?

I wonder who will actually miss me when I'm gone..

I wonder who will literally cry?

I wonder what people assume about my personality from the way I look..

I wonder if i have a backstabber friend..

I wonder who's the one that really2 hates me..

I wonder if I'm annoying..

Cause I talk about the lamest stuff sometimes.

I wonder what will I be when I get older.. 

A doctor perhaps?

I wonder when and how I die..

I wonder about my bright side of future..

Not to mention the opposite side as well.

I wonder what my baby will looks like? (Inshallah, If I have one)

I wonder how big my house in the future..

I wonder will I be able to take a really good care about my kids when I have one?

I wonder if my house have a swimming pool?

There's heaps and heaps more stuff that are always running through my mind..

The quantity of my wonders is probably infinity.

But apparently I have to sleep for school tomorrow.

Sooo.. Chaw!

Photography

I'm not a pro. But practice make perfect right? :)
I don't have a pro camera. I only use a beginner camera which I love, EOS 500D.
I have over 5 digital cameras, which i gave some to my cousins.

If you don't know..
It's not about your camera that you should care about.
It is all about ur techniques, settings and focus.
So don't worry if you don't have a DSLR.
Digital cameras is good enough to take an incredible picture ;)

Oh and I'm just doing photography for fun =)
No serious stuff..
I like to take pics of stuffs i like..
Like food.. Nonool.. and other..

Random pics x)

Feelings

Salamm :)

Hmm.. I RARELY feel like this in this past years..

And what i meant by 'feel' is.. Like.. useless, not confidence, u know.. Low self esteem..

Idk why but today I just felt soo weird in a bad way.

I don't find my friends is actually a REAL friend anymore.. They just love me cause of my pretty handwriting, cool stationery and maybe homework =\

Sometimes they just wanna sit next to me when they wanna copy me from a test.

And yes, for sure, I'll always smile and say 'Of course'.

But deeply in my heart .. No one knows..

And yesterday, I was skyping with my mom..

And accidently, terribly, suprisingly , there's drops of tears falling on my cheeks.

I know most of people out there may thinks that I'm a MOMMA'S LIL PRINCESS or anythin else..

Honestly, I DON'T CARE what u think..

And I don't even know the real me anymore.. 

Sometimes I am soo kind.. And sometimes I just hate everyone and gets mad.. I can be all emo.. And I also can be all hyper and happy and laugh until my stomach gets hurt..

I changed a lot lately.. By a lot i meant my personality.

Yes, I know it's normal cause apparently this is the TEENAGE year and hormons changes at this part of life..

But pfft.. whatever it is.. I hate this feeling,  I hate this part of life.. But that's just life rite?

We must go on.. Everyone(myb most of them) will pass this test.. 

Okay, so that's all for today :)

Whatever it is, You must go on and stay strong =)

Allah will always be there for you whenever and wherever.

Thank u for reading!

Charlie & The Chocolate Factory!

Heyy peeps! ;)
I know its ketinggalan zaman to watch Charlie & the chocolate factory for the first time ever but.. yeah. whatever.
I don't even know why i suddenly wanna watch that movie... Weird much ehh?
And yes. It was my first time to watch that movie.
And I loved it :D
LOL.
I LOVE Freddie Highmore(Charlie) & of course, Johny Depp(Willy Wonka) !
They did a great job, as always :)
I'm currently in love with Freddie highmore. He's sooo adorable in the movie! :DD
So i searched for other movies that has him in it and I found this movie called 'Toast'.
It was good though!
HE IS SOOOO HOT in that moviee! But I was soo shocked for the part when he MAKE-OUT A GUY. I was like whut the fuck? Yeah, whatever. gay or not, He's still hot :D
And thenn.. I go on tumblr and searched for his pictures.. And there's like a poster of him with Emma Roberts and its a movie called 'The Art Of Getting By' and its COMING SOON. I watched the trailer & I was like melting =S He's soo fucking hott <3

It's a gif.. so CLICK on it! ;DD

This one aswell! CLICK on it =)