As you guys already know, I'm here officially in Malaysia, living and studying. Life's been okay. Not that good and not that bad. School? Hm, school is school, and always will be. I don't know what's the topic for today. So I'll just let my fingers do what they want and let my brain and heart let it all out.
A lot of things happened for the past days/weeks/months. My mom gave a talk about 'Hygiene' at my school, my dad's spine has been diagnosed as crooked, KRS camping, and what not.
Big thing, I'm in the debate club. I don't like debate. I seriously don't. I mean like, all they do is rebel or probably 'membebel' for the whole 7 minutes and so on. Im not the one who made that decision of entering the so-called-exclusive-club. Some people chose. I guess I just have to follow the flow~
Anyway, yeah debate. My first impresion? Scared and nervous as heck. First training, interview and a speech. Well, I had to give a speech about this one topic that I couldn't remember. And I was trembling. Duhh, imagine you talk in front of a bunch of people without any script or points? I bet you're gonna pee in your pants. Ahah =p
I mean like.. Yeah yeah. I lived in Australia. Yeah yeah I'm good at English. But debate is not just English. You have to um, pretty much have a nerdy brain? Lol. You have to do tans of research about stuff. Things for your general knowledge and what not. I am so not that kind of people. I talk broken English. I curse, a lot. What makes you think I will become one of those intense debaters?
Well yes. With training, practicing, giving speeches, I WILL become a wonderful debater. But I am not so sure about giving my time to do all that stuff okay? I gotta admit, I'm an awful, lazy person. I guess I gotta change that for the sake of... a brighter future?
Moreover, Zubair separates all the debaters into three groups of Luqman, Kak Solehah and Izdihar. I'm in Luqman's group. At first, I was so blurred out. He just talks in front of us about things(wasn't concentrating) that I don't really get. Well that was at first. Maybe he was going too fast for a beginner like me. After some discussions, he changed the way he teach us. And that changes was good :) It's not hella serious anymore. We played a game called 'Guess Who' which will teach our self how to ask something about the motion, I guess. Well that was fun. Much more understanding than at first.
Guess debate wasn't so bad after all.
Conclusion, don't judge by the first place! Haha =p
