Crystal Clear: 2012

Nov 10, 2012

What's up.

Salam alayk.
Whoaa its been so long! I don't know what i ate that made me wanna post something. Hm some news about me. Been active on twitter nowadays.. No more facebook, well rarely. School camp, exams, raya, and what not.

Firstly, school camp. It was for 3 days and 2 nights, at Port Dickson (next to the beach!!). Well all the others said it was the best camp ever, but for me , meh i don't know, maybe because ive been there, through all the obstacle back in 2009 perhaps, Sri Ayesha english camp. But it wasn't really a real camping though. We slept in an air-conditioned dorm/chalet. :p

The camp was pretty fun though. I finally get the chance of trying flying fox!! Was so nervous haha. And then of course, there's denda, standing, blablabla. But thats what makes 'memories' right? Something we can reminisce back when we all separates one day. :)

Oh, experience. Probably the first time I actually made a fire. Like light it up and everything. I know it sounded so lame. But come on, I rarely go outdoor. Like outdoor like in a forest okay? Haha and the first time ever in my entire life eating a sardine. I don't eat these stuffs. Not that im a vegetarian or what. But like tuna sardine and sambal... I just dont.

And and the first time also, being so sleepy like hell that you cant control your eyes of getting shut. Wow. So thats what my mum always feel...

And then, exam *sigh*. Everyone's results are so unexpected and unpredictable. The person we thought is a genius, gets the lowest mark. The person we assumed stupid and never did their homework, gets A the most. (my point here don't assume k.) For example, me. MY ENGLISH OMG. I feel like crying lol. Menurun like bam! Maybe Allah is giving me a lesson, since i never did my english homework because i thought it was useless and too easy. Learn from the past aite? The best new; I GOT AN A IN MATHS. ~~Wohooooooooo!~~ Alhamdulillah! Im so happy and satisfied. :D Well so much for all the intensive tutor classes with my tutor, Cikgu Lukman(promote lol). Whats better? Told my mum and I can see the look on her face, proud. :') Ahah, havent seen it for so long. Last time was probably in standard one. That is the best feeling I tell you, making your parents proud. Lol it's not like this is SPM results or anything. But Im just really bad in maths. Opposite when I was 6 when my dream was to be a proffesor mathematics. LOL WHAT WAS I THINKING.

Anyway, I bet you just scrolled down without reading lol. Thats what I do when I go to someone's blog. Scroll scroll look at some pics, scroll scroll, close tab. Haha, just updating so that i still remember how to think english. OKAY BYEBYE :)

Jun 9, 2012

The Great Britain trip

Im too lazy to type, and I bet you are too lazy to read.

So just scroll down and stare (;

Having Maccas in Abu Dhabi after the first 7 hours flight!

The coffee tastes good.

Arrived Dublin, so freaking exhausted.

Vain much!

It's a sunny + windy day! So rare for Belfast!

I'm not short, she's just tall okay? =p

Queen's Belfast University

The three musketeers,

So peaceful :)

Ala ala bollywood? Lmao

5 out of 6.

She brought her two bestfriends all the way to Ireland.

2 women jailed.

Hello sunshine!

Where to go?

Heheh xD

She was not in a mood this time.

Babies there are so so cute. Can I have one of them please?

Yeah go deeper!

Kiss me maybe!

Hella freaked me out.

Duckface ._.

Wee I'm 6 for a second (:

Buy our latest release! Haha

Le band in le green screen.

Guess who!

I want your eyes kid.

We're craving for varsity since the first day <3

It was the national fish and chip day! Half price yeah!

This day was damn cold!

I love everything in the store, country style ;)

Mama I love you!

Kasut Clarks. Pakai sekali. Kids.

The commit suicide bridge.

What's on your mind?

Let's go get some pancakes!

London eye baby!

Wishing you were here, bluek!

Im at a payphone, trying to call home.

Westminster station.

We were lost in the tube. Haha typical foreigners.

So many Keep Calms product here!

There's like thousands of pictures but these are the one that I liked most, haha.

The family trip was amazingly fascinating. It's been years since we all gathered.

Wow, we're all growing up so rapidly. Time flies!

Besides that, London is the city of fashion! You MUST be a shopaholic if you live there!

and Ireland, incredibly a beautiful country :)

Enjoyed my holidays though, and I hope you're the same!

PS Click the picture for a better quality!

May 2, 2012

A peace rally. (Part 2)

Before you start, read the 1st part of this post first :)

Peace be upon you again.

Did you do what I told you to do?
Well if you already did, proceed.

Imma go straight to the purpose of Bersih. Bersih is clean, free and fair election. Which means it's free from lies and cheats. As you may know, we've all been trapped in a country with a lying leader for about 15 years. It's time for us to stop this nonsense. Are we gonna let this happen? Are we gonna sit and stare? Are we gonna wait and wait for justice to knock on our door? Are we gonna destroy the future generations? Are we gonna do all this? NO. We are NOT. We, altogether, have to make a change before it's too late.

Moreover, citizens are not idiots. WE CAN THINK. People always say, you're too young to think about politic and all this crap, especially to adolescents. You know we have the same brain like the adults too. Age is just a number. And you know what? It's better than sitting in your room for hours and staring at the desktop and stalking your crush.

I have a family member who told me that I'm such an idiot to go to that rally that day. They told me that I should focus on my studies first. Well you know what? Allah created and give us all a brain. A very very useful yet complicated brain. Don't ever underestimate how your brain works. Our brain can think and work on many things on the same time - a multitask.

So, going to that rally does NOT effect any of my studies okay. In fact, it actually add more knowledge and plus, unforgettable, useful experiences in my life. A LOT of things happened on that day I went to the rally. Things that you all should experience it by yourself :)

Furthermore, people say, going to that rally gives you nothing but harms. No no no. It was meant to be a beautiful, peace, unity. It was supposed to be people of Malaysia uniting. I saw Malaysian people from all over this country, they came there all the way from Terengganu, Perlis etc.

We were all united. Thousands of hearts, one voice. We came there, gathering for one purpose, one goal, one intention, one aim. To change our country to become a better one. That's what we call Jihad, 'struggle'.

On the other hand, the government. They didn't give us the permission to make a demonstrasi. Hell? They said it's illegal. Why the heck is it illegal guys? Think about it. It's the only way to give your thoughts to the unfair government. Oh anyway, we were asking for the Dataran Merdeka. That place was supposed to be for the society. We have the rights to go and go demo there. But what do the government do? They secure every single path that's taking us to Dataran Merdeka with armed police. Thousands of police securing every single road. Why why why?

Hence, the police. The worst nightmare. I repeat. Worst. They attack innocent people. They kick, hit, etc the society. They shoot tear gas all around like it was some kind of a toy. You know there were ALL KIND OF AGES? From babies to a 100-year-old man. From blind people to people with wheel chairs. All joining the peaceful rally. But what do the police do? They went aggressive. So so aggressive. Is that what police are supposed to do? I thought police were supposed to care for us. Secure us in every single way. But it was the opposite. You wouldn't feel how cruel they are. Until you saw them hitting innocent people with your own two eyes. I wonder how in the world would they have guts to do all those awful stuff? How do they sleep in night? Do they ever think about all the sins they have done to this poor people? Astaghfirullahaladzim..

PS: All of my sayings were based on experience, not medias. Take note.

PPS: Opposition side are banned on every source of media. Very very unfair.

I will have to continue this later, it's prayer time.
I will share you my journey and story on the next part, if Allah wills :)
Till then, Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters.

-To Be Continue-

A peace rally. (Part 1)

Peace be upon you.
Hye everyone! See the tittle?
Yeah, that's what my post is about this time.
If you don't like and has no interest in the title, than you better go now :)

Firstly, the definition of rally.

Rally refers to a gathering, as in:

Political rally, a demonstration, march, or parade

Source: Wikipedia

So guys, understand the definition of rally? Rally is the synonym to demonstration. And Malaysia is one of the democratic country.

Now, the definition of peace.

Peace is a state of harmony characterized by the lack of violent conflict.

Source: Wikipedia

Now let's go deeper in details. As I said before, Malaysia is in the list of Democratic country right? Which means the society/citizen is in freedom and have an equal opportunity to express their opinion.

Democracy requires votes. Every adult person should be able to vote regardless of gender, colour, race, religion, sexuality or political belief.

Let's start this. I'm sure you all have heard this thing called 'Bersih' right? It's going all around Malaysia. Everywhere though, in the newspaper, medias such as TV3 and all those politic websites etc. And Im pretty sure everyone who is reading this right now already now that i'm a true humble Bersih supporters too. But I'm sure you all have no idea what the heck is Bersih.

What is it for? What's the function? Why is everybody talking about Bersih? Isn't it illegal? Why are you harming yourself? Why are you thinking about all this junk?

All this question, I will try and answer it all in this post.

Before anything, I want to ask you, what is the role of the government? What do government do?

Okay well I don't know all of them, but I do know one thing.

To make sure that society is in peace and in a comfortable situation.

Now I want you to look outside, look into the real world, open your eyes wide, is this country in a comfortable situation? Are you in peace? Well maybe you are. But think about others. Think about the homeless people out there, don't know where to go, asking for donations, indeed, don't even have food to eat.

Second, go ask your parents how much money they have to let go for taxes, bills, tolls and what not. Ask them how much money they gave to the government per year and per every single brothers or sisters you have.

Last, ask yourself, where did all the money go. Where is all those billions of money go? Where is it?

-To Be Continued-

Apr 19, 2012

Hye. Wow. Its been a really long time. Finally, the diligent mood turned on. And again, hello slaves of Allah :)

As you guys already know, I'm here officially in Malaysia, living and studying. Life's been okay. Not that good and not that bad. School? Hm, school is school, and always will be. I don't know what's the topic for today. So I'll just let my fingers do what they want and let my brain and heart let it all out.

A lot of things happened for the past days/weeks/months. My mom gave a talk about 'Hygiene' at my school, my dad's spine has been diagnosed as crooked, KRS camping, and what not.

Big thing, I'm in the debate club. I don't like debate. I seriously don't. I mean like, all they do is rebel or probably 'membebel' for the whole 7 minutes and so on. Im not the one who made that decision of entering the so-called-exclusive-club. Some people chose. I guess I just have to follow the flow~

Anyway, yeah debate. My first impresion? Scared and nervous as heck. First training, interview and a speech. Well, I had to give a speech about this one topic that I couldn't remember. And I was trembling. Duhh, imagine you talk in front of a bunch of people without any script or points? I bet you're gonna pee in your pants. Ahah =p

I mean like.. Yeah yeah. I lived in Australia. Yeah yeah I'm good at English. But debate is not just English. You have to um, pretty much have a nerdy brain? Lol. You have to do tans of research about stuff. Things for your general knowledge and what not. I am so not that kind of people. I talk broken English. I curse, a lot. What makes you think I will become one of those intense debaters?

Well yes. With training, practicing, giving speeches, I WILL become a wonderful debater. But I am not so sure about giving my time to do all that stuff okay? I gotta admit, I'm an awful, lazy person. I guess I gotta change that for the sake of... a brighter future?

Moreover, Zubair separates all the debaters into three groups of Luqman, Kak Solehah and Izdihar. I'm in Luqman's group. At first, I was so blurred out. He just talks in front of us about things(wasn't concentrating) that I don't really get. Well that was at first. Maybe he was going too fast for a beginner like me. After some discussions, he changed the way he teach us. And that changes was good :) It's not hella serious anymore. We played a game called 'Guess Who' which will teach our self how to ask something about the motion, I guess. Well that was fun. Much more understanding than at first.

Guess debate wasn't so bad after all.

Conclusion, don't judge by the first place! Haha =p